Goodbye to Matte
On Monday, I will go to Leeds to visit Matte for the day. I rang her and suggested it on the spur of the moment, a notion that occurred to me at the beginning of Christmas dinner and was cemented by the end. I suggested either coming for the day, or staying the night. She thought it over and said she could come to London and stay over, then decided it should just be a day thing. I felt very disappointed and kind of rejected.
Fuck it.